TTC day #660

So. We have been working on this project for almost 2 years now. We have not had much luck. In fact, it seems as if everything is working against us. We just completed our possibly last IUI. We were told that if it doesn't work, we may have to move to a much more aggressive therapy. This means much more money, which we don't have. I know that I was placed on Earth to do this. I know that this is my destiny, I just don't know how we are going to get there. I want so much to provide this to Ben, he would be so wonderful. I feel so lost, confused and hurt by this process. We are in another wait and see pattern hoping for the best.